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ive wanted to move for a long time and i think im going to now, finally
ive made a new account at
lokatts and hopefully i can try start over fresh there
i dont know if ill delete this account yet or not, but yeah!
ive made a new account at
lokatts and hopefully i can try start over fresh therei dont know if ill delete this account yet or not, but yeah!
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so my bf loves this game a lot, so much that he bought a DRM-free version so he could share around! ^_^
if you click the link below it should automaticly download the game!
have fun and game on
dl.humble.com/ysbryd_games_jAi…
heres a link to valhalla kids aswell for free if you are interested in that!
sukebangames.itch.io/valhallak…
if you click the link below it should automaticly download the game!
have fun and game on
dl.humble.com/ysbryd_games_jAi…
heres a link to valhalla kids aswell for free if you are interested in that!
sukebangames.itch.io/valhallak…
this one is also free to distribute!!!
anyone who clicks this the link below will get it downloaded for free ^_^
if you are interested then just click this
have fun playing!!!
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Information about my health
5 min read
time to open up big time, i might even remove this journal immidietly
i dont like this being public, but i feel like i must for once.
i dont like this being public, but i feel like i must for once.
i didnt actually plan on opening up at all about this but since the current situation is like it is, and because of a uncomfortable incident yesterday on the way home from the hospital...i think its time to come clean
im not as healthy as a lot of people assume infact, im not even sure if ill live as long as i originally expected a few years ago
i suffer from a mitochondrial disorder, mitochondrial myopathy or to be very spesific on the term..."succinate dehydrogenase deficiency"
what does this mean?
without dwelling too into it too much, since its a lot of complicated words involved, ill list a few of the possible (not guaranteed) outcomes
note that this disorder is unfortunatly, very individual, it effects people diffrently...but the possibility for each of these are very, very common in the disorder as a whole, and its a good idea to keep it in mind if stuff ever happens
my boyfriend has been given my password to basicly...everything incase of the worst happening in the near future
hes promised that if something happens with me he will inform people about it, and not have them worry about why im no longer here
for those who want to stop reading this and just get a short answer:
im slowly dying, my body is slowly killing itself and theres no cure for it, ive tried to live my life as good as i can despite sadly having clinical depression and suicidal thoughts
for those who want more detail, ill try summorize it as good as i can...ive never been good at
explaining things, so bear with me for this one, okay?
if you want more detailed information please go to these sites instead, as im just trying to explain it in my own words
> please go here for more accurate and well structured information <
^ you can pretty much find all you need to know there anyway ^
im not as healthy as a lot of people assume infact, im not even sure if ill live as long as i originally expected a few years ago
i suffer from a mitochondrial disorder, mitochondrial myopathy or to be very spesific on the term..."succinate dehydrogenase deficiency"
what does this mean?
without dwelling too into it too much, since its a lot of complicated words involved, ill list a few of the possible (not guaranteed) outcomes
note that this disorder is unfortunatly, very individual, it effects people diffrently...but the possibility for each of these are very, very common in the disorder as a whole, and its a good idea to keep it in mind if stuff ever happens
my boyfriend has been given my password to basicly...everything incase of the worst happening in the near future
hes promised that if something happens with me he will inform people about it, and not have them worry about why im no longer here
for those who want to stop reading this and just get a short answer:
im slowly dying, my body is slowly killing itself and theres no cure for it, ive tried to live my life as good as i can despite sadly having clinical depression and suicidal thoughts
for those who want more detail, ill try summorize it as good as i can...ive never been good at
explaining things, so bear with me for this one, okay?
if you want more detailed information please go to these sites instead, as im just trying to explain it in my own words
> please go here for more accurate and well structured information <
^ you can pretty much find all you need to know there anyway ^
i have weak muscles
this means...everything
a lot of people assume its just arms and legs, but its important to note that things such
as the heart, eyes and even brain is a/is controlled by muscles
since you all should know the popular statement "mitochondrea is the powerhouse of the cell" it shouldnt be too hard to
figure out that...my body isnt too kind with me on that.
everytime you work out your muscles gets destroyed and the reason we get "fit" is because the bodys way to conpensate for this is to build on the broken muscles and make them stronger, like constantly adding a layer of new clay ontop of a sculpture
(this is why we get sore after a workout)
however...my body isnt strong enough to do that, the ammount of energy neccesary to build on and fix the broken muscles is far too much
so basicly, im not going to get stronger im going to continue getting weaker and weaker
my brains getting weaker
ive noticed as of late that my brain has been affected by my disease, ive always had struggles with school and learning, but its getting worse by the years...there is a chance it will keep getting worse, but as stated before it dosent HAVE to.
i suffer from constant migraine and pain killers dosent help for it, its always there and its most likely because of my disease as its carried on for years now, its affecting the way i think and react in my daily life, and giving me a rough time with hallucinations...
i think you catch my drift by now
i may become blind
again...ive noticed that my eyes feel strained, weather or not this is due to being at the PC so much i dont know
getting new and stronger glasses did help a lot, but not enough
heart and overal organ failure
yeah i get it its getting boring, but again...my disease can ruin them
if i start getting issues with my heart and organs, ill need to start take even more medicine for it
if that dosent help still? ill need an organ transplant, sadly its a high chance ill die on the operation table
asthma / breathing problems
do i need to say more my dudes?
thats all i have to say, along with that im sorry
again, ill probably delete this later, its a touchy subject and for anyone that did read all of this...thank you
stay strong, i know i gotta
this means...everything
a lot of people assume its just arms and legs, but its important to note that things such
as the heart, eyes and even brain is a/is controlled by muscles
since you all should know the popular statement "mitochondrea is the powerhouse of the cell" it shouldnt be too hard to
figure out that...my body isnt too kind with me on that.
everytime you work out your muscles gets destroyed and the reason we get "fit" is because the bodys way to conpensate for this is to build on the broken muscles and make them stronger, like constantly adding a layer of new clay ontop of a sculpture
(this is why we get sore after a workout)
however...my body isnt strong enough to do that, the ammount of energy neccesary to build on and fix the broken muscles is far too much
so basicly, im not going to get stronger im going to continue getting weaker and weaker
my brains getting weaker
ive noticed as of late that my brain has been affected by my disease, ive always had struggles with school and learning, but its getting worse by the years...there is a chance it will keep getting worse, but as stated before it dosent HAVE to.
i suffer from constant migraine and pain killers dosent help for it, its always there and its most likely because of my disease as its carried on for years now, its affecting the way i think and react in my daily life, and giving me a rough time with hallucinations...
i think you catch my drift by now
i may become blind
again...ive noticed that my eyes feel strained, weather or not this is due to being at the PC so much i dont know
getting new and stronger glasses did help a lot, but not enough
heart and overal organ failure
yeah i get it its getting boring, but again...my disease can ruin them
if i start getting issues with my heart and organs, ill need to start take even more medicine for it
if that dosent help still? ill need an organ transplant, sadly its a high chance ill die on the operation table
asthma / breathing problems
do i need to say more my dudes?
thats all i have to say, along with that im sorry
again, ill probably delete this later, its a touchy subject and for anyone that did read all of this...thank you
stay strong, i know i gotta
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Commission sheet - status: OPEN
3 min read
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-All the payment through PayPal will be USD only, no refunds.
- I will not start on the commission untill I've recieved the payment.
- By paying with points you will need to wait for me to set up a commission widget on my DeviantArt.
- Extra fees may apply depending on the complexity of the character
♦ Please Be Patient ♦
If you are not willing to wait longer on your commission to be finished for the best result AND for my well being, then maybe I'm not the artist you are looking for.
/////////////////////////////////// Keep in mind I'm a rather strict SFW artist ///////////////////////////////////
I won't do commissions involving: Baby fur/Cub, Inflation/Pregnancy, Bondage/BDSM, Vore or other Fetish related art.
*If you got questions or concearns about what may or may not be acceptable to commission, do feel free to contact me.
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Shaded + $10.00 // 1000
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